I have been so busy planning shoots for the beginning of this year. I'll be in Ohio a week from now, where I have two shoots, one of which is for a magazine. I'll be back in Ohio next month for a group shoot. I will be in Pittsburgh twice in April. I'll be in Columbus for a shoot in May. So, yeah -- traveling is going to be a big part of the ( Read more... )

I think the fact that I care about very different things in my life is somewhat frightening to me. I’ve done a considerable amount of changing this past year. By not caring for the petty things that used to bother me endlessly, I find myself feeling less than myself. It is amazing how something so positive can seem so negative ( Read more... )

I feel compelled to make an entry if for no other reason but to write something down about my life as it is right now.

I am still trying to decide how it actually is at the moment. Everything is rapidly changing for me. I have been back at my oil and gas job since last week. It has been an easier transition than I had anticipated. It is hard ( Read more... )

After a long morning of not knowing what I was doing or if I was going, I ended up in Grafton today. I am currently on my lunch break.

It just hit me when I saw the Taylor County sign that this is really happening. I have waited 6 months for today to happen. It's like waking up from this long, somewhat absurd dream where I'm someone else.

I just found out today that I can put in my two week's notice and go back to oil and gas work. Goodbye, nightshift; welcome back, big money!

Life really is changing, yes?

Everyone feels, at some point, like they'd rather be doing anything else, that the world they live in is grim, that they'd just can't take it any more. I have experienced this, I don't want to say more than usual, because I've been through rougher patches, I'm sure. But I have experienced this more than I'd really like. I should come to accept ( Read more... )

This weekend was just what I needed to take the edge off ( Read more... )

Watching Female Trouble at work is the best. While the rest of the house sleeps, I can take a journey through one of the trashiest films ever made. Divine is…well, divine in this movie (and always). I think that it is probably my favorite John Waters’ film. It is definitely making my shift a lot more tolerable ( Read more... )

This has definitely been an interesting year. I've had to endure many hardships just to make it this level of consciousness. Now, I find myself going through many more changes as I learn, all over again, who it is I am ( Read more... )

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